DevilDustt

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Being alone over comes you with so many mixed signals and emotions. You wonder if this feeling of loneliness will ever go away, or if it will forever remain. When I feel like this I see it differently. I feel as if I'm trapped in a tightly enclosed space. No matter how much I try to escape, I cant. For as long as I can remember I've been in this space, alone. Waiting for my rescuing. Feeling as if no one will ever find me. Fear over comes my mind and soul as if I was a victim of distress. Not knowing what it feels like to be complete. I'm in total darkness in my mind. Fear rushes through me all the time as I notice no one could help even if t

I remember the day like it was yesterday...I remember you're death, I remember she caused it. I don't know how to get over it. I have you're necklace still. You're picture is on my wall. You were my bestfriend, my mentor, my everything...You knew me better then myself. You were so young. How could you let her take your life like that. You were the only one who understood my life, and to this day, there isn't anyone who can replace you. Your picture makes me tear up every morning. I love you, and I know that you're up there watching over me. I can't stand the fact that I ignored you and ditched you for my family. I couldn't change it though...