Once again. I am alive. My life has bloomed a little since my last update. I'm still living in Texas and broke up with my fiance that I moved here for. So things were hectic after that.

I'm now dating someone who deserves me. He treats me like a fucking angel and for once in my life I don't have a fear of him cheating on me. He's my age and has a child, but we have the same views on many different things. We decided that at the end of January we are moving out of White Settlement, Texas and going to Crowley, Texas where some of his family lives. We spend as much time out there as we can considering that gas factor. The reason for our move is because where I'm living right now is a drama centered town. It's small as all hell and we feel like everyone here still lives around the high school drama. So why stay around and hold ourselves back?

I'm also going back to California for Christmas to visit my parents. I don't know what to think about that yet. I didn't go back for Thanksgiving because there was no point. I'm hesitant to even go for Christmas but I miss my horse. I know that my family and I will fight when I'm home so why should I even bother? On top of that, I'll be away from my man for a week. It's not that big of a deal but just us being away from each other for a few hours make us miss each other. It's kind of scary to be honest because it'll be a month on the 7th.

I haven't felt this happy or anything being with someone in about 4 years. It makes me worry that I'm going to get hurt and it's going to be the same situation that it was when I was with my first love. I have a very strong and positive mind about us because the day that he asked me out he told me that he was already starting to fall for me.

Anyways enough about me. How are ya'll doing?

And. I'm going to make this open for people to ask me any questions they want to know about me and I will answer them honestly. No bullshit or anything.

MCL

Yes, I am alive. I just moved to Texas so have been very busy with the whole moving factor. I will be uploading many new pictures later and would love some feed back.

I'm getting really sick of my health. It's a pain in my ass...My friend was over all night and we didn't sleep then I had to go to my work for a little and then I took my friend to get some alchy at the club and while he was drinking I puked 4 times. I'm so sick of this shit! I didn't even fucking eat anything! WTF

I'm gona be strong and push through the things going on with my health and hope that it gets better. I'm being more positive about things. I have GREAT friends and there is no way that I would let my health make them suffer.

Speaking of friends. I hung out with some people at 4am and and I realized that they are shady as fuck. **** is fucking ***. *** is dating ******. ****** almost killed ***. Why is this circle of friends turning into shit?!

Sorry I cant use names...

I got my test results back for some health things I took. I think only one or two people know about the test. My parents don't even know. I pray that its not true(srsly not good news). I don't know how to react right now.

I think I might TRY to post a pic of everyday. It's something I did before to see how much I change over time. But IDK. Someone asked me to keep posting pictures, so till I have time to go out and take more pics of other things you guys might be seeing a lot of pics of me. Sorry if you guys get sick of them...

I will have pics on Friday of me and my friend getting tattoos...This will be my 10th tattoo. Should be interesting to see house my parents react to this one. lol

Another thing that I forgot to mention is most of my titles are things from songs or movies or things like that. fyi
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